Monday, 23 June 2014

Alive.

Live, like every day is your last.
I know that this is an extremely overrated and cliched one-liner, but trust me, it really is true. And you don’t get to the meaning in like, a couple of minutes. It will take time. A day for some, weeks or maybe months for others. But that’s okay. What matters is that you reach to the bottom of this and understand what it’s really about. And once you do get to the bottom of this beautiful sentence, it is a feeling of joy, pride and believe it or not, freedom. You feel free. You feel alive. You feel as if you've finally begun to understand what this world is all about.
Please, if you haven’t already given time to this and actually thought about it, do it NOW. Or if not now, then ASAP. I know, I’m just a regular teenager, but believe me, it works. It does. This is something I did, and personally, it helped me out A LOT.
You know, there is a thin line between just existing, and actually living. Live. Don’t just be another soul in this universe doing absolutely nothing and being a waste of space. You are definitely NOT a waste of space, I promise you. Really, there are people wasting their entire lives. Don’t be like them. Make your life count.
‘You are important. You do matter. You are beautiful.’
Chant this like a mantra in front of the mirror, and start believing in it. Because when you do, you feel great.
Honestly, I've gone from ‘over mature-freak’ to ‘girl-with-stupid-thoughts’ to ‘actual-human-being-who’s-alive’.
And, the latter is who you want to be. I can undoubtedly say that these past couple of weeks have been so much better for me than the past year where I was undergoing stress, slight depression, and emotional breakdowns and to summarize it, mental torture. Hell.
But now that I've stopped caring about what others think and started being just me, life's amazing. I’m actually learning something new every single day. I’m properly utilizing my time. i'm making new friends. I'm constantly trying to improve the person i am. 
Now, i'm happy.
Now, I’m free.
Lastly, I’d like to say something.

Don’t worry about tomorrow, it’s not here yet. Don’t stress over yesterday, it’s GONE. Buckets of tears are NOT going to get it back. And if you’re looking for that one person to come and change your life, take a look at the mirror. Start living. Each day. You never know if you’re going to wake up to the sound of your alarm clock tomorrow.